What was I after ?

After reading so many blogs peppered with 'studying' and 'exams', memories of my last exam paper came back.
There was a sense of loss, which I probably narrated many times.
So on the bus ride home, I thought, " So what now ? ". Prom didn't interest me, it was just a way to prevent getting too nostalgic while idling at home.
The cultural, pragmatic and mind-settling function deemed of me and which I was interested in has been fulfilled, for my age that is.
Thinking back now, I feel it's important to be happy in the now. This very moment.
Because the past and the future are very big chunks of time filled with endless wordly affairs inevitably giving you stress because of discomfort recollecting memories and uncertainty ahead.
The past is an archive which is 'Read-on', so too bad, it's like a CD-R. The future is a mystery.
It's common sense stating and defining these 2 terms, but many are entrapped between these 2 things and feel miserable.
Don't be bothered by the past, maybe plan a little for the future.

Sweeten your mind.